Just some thoughts

I feel stronger, but still very weak.
My thoughts spinning around in my head and I can't quite let go.
One frustration that I can't drop out, but I know it does creep up.
Do not really know how I'm going to do. Will I make this out?
Will it be as I want or will it get worse and just sink down?
I want to do it, but I don't want to expose myself.

The protection is always with me...